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”People with Asperger’s syndrome are some of the kindest, most caring people I know.”
– Tony Attwood, world-class expert on autism

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Quiz: Which Ghost Hunt Character Are You?

YOU ARE: John Brown!
You’re a very selfless person who’s pleasant to absolutely everyone. You’re always there to lend a helping hand and people know they can always rely on you. You sometimes get nervous, especially when it’s a subject you’re uncomfortable with, and you can become very worried when you think something bad is going to happen. However, you’re courageous and you’d do anything for anyone else. It’s very hard to dislike you, although people can sometimes find you a little annoying, but it’s probably because they’re not used to people like you and they’re wondering if you’re just putting it on – you’re not. You give most things to other people without really thinking about it- but once in a while, you do enjoy getting something back.
You can find the quiz here.

(A fun thing about this result is that he is my fav-char in this anime and I think we kinda have the same personality. Another funny, and a bit weird thing too, is that when I checked him up I saw that we share the same birthday, January 5th, and the same blood type ((if my mum has right ‘cause I had to ask her about my blood type)). You must admit that’s a bit freaky!)

Lyrics from the songs in my playlist I play right now

”Screaming on the inside
I am frail and withered
Cover up the wounds
That I can’t hide

Into the nothing
Faded and weary

Leave me at the bottom
I am lost forever

All will be abandoned
None will shine
Gather the broken and leave this life
Lying in the earth
Side by side”

”Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I’ve kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they’ve played

If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would”

”Falling in the black
Slipping through the cracks
Falling to the depths can I ever go back
Falling inside the black
Falling inside, falling inside the black”

”The secret side of me
I never let you see
I keep it caged
But I can’t control it
So stay away from me
The beast is ugly

My secret side I keep
Hid under lock and key
I keep it caged
But I can’t control it
Cause if I let him out
He’ll tear me up
And break me down

It’s hiding in the dark
It’s teeth are razor sharp
There’s no escape for me
It wants my soul,
It wants my heart
No one can hear me scream
Maybe it’s just a dream
Or maybe it’s inside of me
Stop this monster!

I feel it deep within,
It’s just beneath the skin
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster”

”HOPELESS
I’m falling down
FILTHY
I can’t wake up
I can not hold on
I will not let go
WORTHLESS
It’s over now
GUILTY
There’s no way out
I can not hold on
I will not let go
Silent I go under
I am not afraid
I can see the daylight shine
And slowly drift away
Safe to say it’s over
Sink into the grave
There is nothing left inside”

”If I wasn’t here tomorrow
Would anybody care
If my time was up I wanna know
You were happy I was there
If I wasn’t here tomorrow
Would anyone lose sleep
If I wasn’t hard and hollow
Then maybe you would miss me
I know I’m a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I like better
I can never forget
So don’t remind me of it forever”

”Fast I fade away
It’s almost over
Hold on
Slow I suffocate
I’m cold and broken
Alone

It’s hopleless, the end will come and wash it all away
Forsaken, I live for those I lost along the way
And I can’t remember how it all began to break”

”Would It Matter”

If I wasn’t here tomorrow
Would anybody care
If my time was up I wanna know
You were happy I was there
If I wasn’t here tomorrow
Would anyone lose sleep
If I wasn’t hard and hollow
Then maybe you would miss me

I know I’m a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I like better
I can never forget
So don’t remind me of it forever

What if I just pulled myself together
Would it matter at all
What if I just try not to remember
Would it matter at all
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try
Would it matter at all

If I wasn’t here tomorrow
Would anybody care
Still stuck inside this sorrow
I’ve got nothing and going nowhere

I know I’m a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I like better
I can never forget
So don’t remind me of it forever

What if I just pulled myself together
Would it matter at all
What if I just try not to remember
Would it matter at all
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try
Would it matter at all

I know I’m a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I like better
Can you help me forget
Don’t wanna feel like this forever…forever

What if I just pulled myself together
Would it matter at all
What if I just try not to remember
Would it matter at all
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try

If I live tomorrow
Would anybody care
Stuck in this sorrow
Going nowhere

All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try
Would it matter at all

– Skillet, Would It Matter