Some lyrics…

(This is some lyrics I feel fit right now for some reason, and yes I will cut and put them together as I like.)

Contempt loves the silence
It thrives in the dark
With fine winding tendrils
That strangle the heart
I’m a slow dying flower
Frost killing hour
The sweet turning sour
And untouchable

It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I’ve kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they’ve played
Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there’d never be a past
Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
It’s so much simpler than change

And I wish I could know if the directions that I take
And all the choices that I make won’t end up all for nothing
Show me what it’s for
Make me understand it
I’ve been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
Is there something more than what i’ve been handed?
Help me carry on
So when and how will I know?
How much further do I have to go?
How much longer until I finally know?
Because I’m looking and I just can’t see what’s in front of me

Screaming on the inside
I am frail and withered
Cover up the wounds
That I can’t hide
Into the nothing
Faded and weary
Leave me at the bottom
I am lost forever
Letters from the dead
Say goodbye
Sorrow falls upon us
This will be the last time
Days begin to end
But I’ll get by
Follow the hopeless
And shut your eyes

And I will find the enemy within
Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin
Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it’s gotta be?
Dear Agony

I know I’m a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I like better
I can never forget
So don’t remind me of it forever
What if I just pulled myself together
Would it matter at all
What if I just try not to remember
Would it matter at all
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try
Would it matter at all

HOPELESS
I’m falling down
FILTHY
I can’t wake up
I can not hold on
I will not let go
WORTHLESS
It’s over now
GUILTY
There’s no way out
I can not hold on
I will not let go
Silent I go under
I am not afraid
I can see the daylight shine
And slowly drift away
Safe to say it’s over
Sink into the grave
There is nothing left inside
But I am wide awake
I can hear the devil call my name

A freak of nature
Stuck in reality
I don’t fit the picture
I’m not what you want me to be
Sorry
You want me to change but all I feel is
Strange
In your perfect world so
Strange
You want to fix me
Push me
Into your fantasy
You try to give me
Sell me
A new personality
You try to lift me
I don’t get better
What’s making you happy
Is making me sadder

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